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Hope is a fool of NOTHING

Hope is a fool of NOTHING

Lost in translation, here I was, still unable to get a hold on my heart. For me, HEALING  was just another way to spell SUFFERING. I knew that...

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Ayahuasca amarilla – AMAR Y YA!

Ayahuasca amarilla – AMAR Y YA!

http://metslesvoiles.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/tupac.jpg I never really mentioned it but Tupac didn't quite agree on me taking Lsd, a chemical...

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FEAR 1 / FAITH 0

FEAR 1 / FAITH 0

- To get my Monster out, it was my mission - I don’t know how many death, initiations and transforming experiences get a shaman along his life but...

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“Tu es un petit monstre sans Coeur Sébastien!”

“Tu es un petit monstre sans Coeur Sébastien!”

The set and setting ready, my astronaut suit zipped up, let's see where the space shuttle will take my this time… This time, I needed more...

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I Love My Monster

I Love My Monster

- To heal my HEART, that was my goal. I still didn’t know what major trauma I had as a kid but I could sort of draw the contours of it by now....

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Deception – A Reality Super Glue

Deception – A Reality Super Glue

One day, Tupac came back from a journey saying: ”I saw you glued to yourself, trying to go forward, dragging yourself out of it” I didn’t...

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Anger & My Monster – where the Evil dwells …

Anger & My Monster – where the Evil dwells …

Good & Evilhttp://metslesvoiles.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/devil.jpg Tupac got out a picture of his wallet and started explaining me: "We...

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¿ Dead or Alive ? – Grotesque & Confusing

¿ Dead or Alive ? – Grotesque & Confusing

How much of a joke things can be? I have been sort of expecting a death experience (see mystic death) after various journeys where I felt something...

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The Devil’s Trumpet

The Devil’s Trumpet

We were just beginning my real shamanic training / deep healing and already problems started to arise. Actually, the same that happened when I did my...

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La Posada Lina Luz

La Posada Lina Luz

Welcome to the next and last chapter of my Journey...   Finally getting to Santander was a relief. We swap the humid rainy season of Southern...

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