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Lost in translation, here I was, still unable to get a hold on my heart. For me, HEALING was just another way to spell SUFFERING. I knew that...
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Ayahuasca amarilla – AMAR Y YA!
http://metslesvoiles.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/tupac.jpg I never really mentioned it but Tupac didn't quite agree on me taking Lsd, a chemical...
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FEAR 1 / FAITH 0
- To get my Monster out, it was my mission - I don’t know how many death, initiations and transforming experiences get a shaman along his life but...
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“Tu es un petit monstre sans Coeur Sébastien!”
The set and setting ready, my astronaut suit zipped up, let's see where the space shuttle will take my this time… This time, I needed more...
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I Love My Monster
- To heal my HEART, that was my goal. I still didn’t know what major trauma I had as a kid but I could sort of draw the contours of it by now....
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Deception – A Reality Super Glue
One day, Tupac came back from a journey saying: ”I saw you glued to yourself, trying to go forward, dragging yourself out of it” I didn’t...
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Anger & My Monster – where the Evil dwells …
Good & Evilhttp://metslesvoiles.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/devil.jpg Tupac got out a picture of his wallet and started explaining me: "We...
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¿ Dead or Alive ? – Grotesque & Confusing
How much of a joke things can be? I have been sort of expecting a death experience (see mystic death) after various journeys where I felt something...
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The Devil’s Trumpet
We were just beginning my real shamanic training / deep healing and already problems started to arise. Actually, the same that happened when I did my...
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La Posada Lina Luz
Welcome to the next and last chapter of my Journey... Finally getting to Santander was a relief. We swap the humid rainy season of Southern...
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